2007年8月6日
刚才我只是输入了今天，还想问几号来着，他显示就是日期了
突然觉得好像今年的同学会又没有办法去了
夏天啊，真是又喜欢又讨厌
很喜欢新一季的洗发水广告，墨水变的头发
哈哈，夏天我的头发短的可以让头皮晒到阳光
有时候觉得很彷徨，越是长大越觉得摆脱不了那隐形的人生轨迹
毕业然后为工作烦恼
然后又要寻找到真的觉得可以依靠的人生活
然后又是一个新的循环开始
能不能逃脱这样的宿命啊～～
但是有时候又觉得平淡的一直这样生活也不坏
唉
有好久没有去看小歪里朋友们的日志了
有时候觉得应该持续做好一件自己喜欢的事，
但总是半途而废
从某种意义上说我那是喜新厌旧
或者应该说我是扶不起的阿斗
好了，也不知说什么了
又是一天过去
当我又回到温州的时候我会觉得
家还有我在的这个城市才是我真的归属
最后放一首小P推荐的歌，挺感动的
I've never been to me
Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....
Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me
Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....
Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on ayacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me
[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise)
But I've never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
嗨！女士，诅咒著自己一生的女士
你是个不满现状的母亲，也是个有创意的妻子
对你所梦想的事，我并不怀疑
但我希望能有人来找我谈心
像我找你谈心一样
我曾到过乔治亚州和加州
和任何我想去的地方
牵著传教士的手
在阳光下相爱
我走遍各地，看尽友善的脸孔
只因我想要自由
我曾到过天堂，但从来不曾属於自己
求求你，女士，别走开
因为我必须告诉你，为何我现在孓然一身
在你眼里可以看到许多的我
何不让我分担你那脆弱的心
虽然你活在千万个谎言中
我到过尼斯，到过希腊群岛
驾著装满香槟的游艇
在蒙地卡罗四处游荡
展示我的斩获
我曾在国王面前宽衣解带
也曾看过一些女人不该看到的事物
我曾到过天堂
但从来不曾属於自己
嘿，你晓得什麼是天堂吗？那是个谎言
那是我们对人、事、地的憧憬
所编造出来的幻想
你知道什麼是真理吗？
那是你怀中抱著的婴儿
那是今天早上和你共同奋斗，
晚上一同亲密的男人
那就是真理，那就是爱
有时候我会为未出世的孩子哭泣
也许那会使我的生命更完整
但我选择了优渥的生活
从此不再明白痛苦是什麼
我已花了一生去探索
为自由付出太多代价
女士，我曾到过天堂
但从不曾属於自己......
